I did it.

I suppose a real faithful blogger would have posted something the minute she was done writing exams and could officially say she didn't have any homework to do.

Whoops.

Well, I'm not even thirty-six hours out of exams. It hasn't sunk in yet. I feel like I am on a constant splurging break. I feel lazy. I feel guilty. My mind goes automatically to 'I should stop watching BBC mini-series and get going on homework', and then I remember that I actually don't have any. SAY WHAT???

I thought this would have felt way different. Counting down the days made it seem like a bigger deal, but now that the days have run out it's like 'oh, I'm done.' Maybe seeing my family will settle it. Maybe at graduation it will sink in. Maybe when I'm saying good bye and going home it will hit me. I'm not sure; but I can't say I am really enjoying this feeling as much as I thought I would.

It's been an amazing year though. I've never worked so hard in my life; I've never learned so many lessons in such a short period of time, (and not just in the classroom). I've met so many wonderful people, had so many godly examples around me, struggled through so much and am all the more stronger for it. I am thankful. Thankful for this opportunity, the people who made it possible, and for God who led me through every minute of it.

I was at a mall earlier today and over heard a teen-aged girl say exasperatedly "I don't know what to do with my life." It made me realize that even if I don't know what is coming next I have so much hope and faith in the knowledge that I am in the center of the holy will of God. I have riches stored in Him, I have His love and relationship at all times, I really do not have anything to fear.

If I were to expound on all the areas that Gillespie has affected and strengthened me, I might not get to bed tonight. So I will just state that it has been such a blessing; SUCH a blessing. And also a special thank you to all who were involved in that: teachers, classmates, and some other special people I encountered along the way.

Most importantly, it is by grace that I have been blessed. For every gift that has been bestowed upon me this past year, I thank my Heavenly Father for His love and mercy. For His working in my heart, and for His calling to me to be His own.

"Take my will, and make it Thine; it shall be no longer mine. Take my heart, it is Thine own; it shall be Thy royal throne, it shall be Thy royal throne." 

soon soon soon!

oh boy oh boy! I get to see my dad and brothers in two weeks! Providing my roommates don't lock me in the laundry room, or my brothers insist they stop for a Leaf's game on the way... Shoot. That would be way cooler than seeing their sister. 

My family loves me. Sometimes.

I don't need to see...

In two weeks I will be done Gillespie Academy. In three weeks I will be graduating. In a year I have no idea what I will be doing. But I am excited. Excited to be home again. Excited to start work again. Excited for some free time to read and swim and take pictures. Excited to see where I will be in the coming months, what is going to happen, who I will meet. I am excited to say that I can face the future, the turns, the ups and downs, and the good times and the bad times with joy and trust. Why? Because I am a believer. I have a faith that rids of all doubt. I am in the hands and will of the Creator of the universe, who ordains every minute of my life for His glory and for my good. I cannot doubt. I cannot question. I am loved. That is more than enough.

Link #10

I wanted to end on a chuckle, and this one definitely serves well. :)

Burnt Suppers and Scraped Knees...: Potluck Politics

I know I don't have many readers, but if you would like to please share your favourite link in the comments! I love a good article or something for lunch break.  :)

Link #9

I really was hoping to share one of these dear ladies' posts at one point. I would share them all, but for just one, this one.

Burnt Suppers and Scraped Knees...: Praying.

I just got back from prayer meeting myself; it strikes me every time. One comes with sorrow, and yet turns to the needs of others without a thought of their own. One comes in weakness and then prays for strength for others. One comes in confidence and turns to tears for the sake of another's uncertainty. Go to be a blessing, for the sake of Christ, for the furtherance of God's Kingdom and for the strengthening of His church.

Link #8

Take a moment... read...

A Holy Experience – Dear You… a letter for the hard days

Because there are hard days, because we have not reached glorification, because we do lack strength. Today I am thankful for those who have been graced with insight and words to communicate the joys and peace we have in Christ.

Things of realest beauty don’t bring us glory — but Him glory...

Link #7

I really like this post. I just really like it.

Practical Theology for Women: The Value of Quiet Husbands

There is so much to be said for a guy who doesn't say much, but who doesn't need to either. Some guys have great character along with talking, but the guy I admire has great quality, and words spoken only in necessity and wisdom. Quiet people take time and effort to get to know, but often it is really worth it. It's easy to like someone who can chat on and on and make the atmosphere really relaxed, but not necessarily beneficial. It takes getting to know a quiet person to learn that they really are awesome. And this doesn't just go for guys, I appreciate the quiet, word-wise woman as well.

Well, had an amazing afternoon with my cousin. Now to spring ahead... YUSSSSS!!!!