I guess in general I don't really like being watched, or even the thought that I might be drawing attention to myself. I always hated having to get up and go to the washroom during a church service, or dropping an item in the grocery store, and music festivals; the only time I can stand playing piano in front of a crowd is either for a church service, or for back ground music.
I guess this is a pretty general insecurity, but it's all I can really come up with, and it's truth. Okay, and I guess I couldn't resist putting up this picture. It makes me want to laugh and cry and say 'oh, that's so true' all at the same time.
History exam tomorrow. OH. DEAR.
You're not alone.....
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